welcome 2 my life!!!

home at last

2006-12-19T22:40:00.000+08:00

(while chatting with paola......)

our 2nd trimester ended smoothly for me...

i came home last saturday ... i was so excited bout going home.. and forgot to brng my presents for my fmily and friends here... lol...

when i was in the bus together with my cousins.. i felt like doing a poem... and that's the poem i posted a while ago....

i just dont know now why i writng poems beame a hobby for me... i know im not that artistic nor good at writng.. but somehow i felt like i can express my feelings through this..

i just visited my old skul 2day... i was happy to be back.. feels like home... but my friends weren't there so i can't call it home yet....

when i was watchng jason's show, i saw fei lun hai and i saw one cute guy.. his name is arron yan or yan ya lun.. he is so adorable.. i really like his smile.. it is like.. it can melt me....

hope to see my friends before i go back to manila......

here's a poem 4 u guys....

2006-12-19T22:30:00.000+08:00

i hope tha i can inspire u with this and hope that you'll like it...

A Story of Life's Trials

While staring at the window reminicng the memories,
good or bad,
thnking of the past life
and saying how did i susrvied with all of these challenges.

with God beside her,
she became brave,
surpasng each trial that comes,
dealing with every consequence.

many doubt about her capabilities
sayng that she cant do this do that
she was hurt when she heard that
it made her confidence go down
but then she realized that she must prove them wrong.

one day, all of her hardworks paid of,
but still they said that it was not enough
she asked herslf,
"what shld i do to please them?"
a man came along and gave her hope and confidence
and inspiration.

now, she is successful
embracing each trial she passed.
She learned that trials are made to test oursleves
it may help us to be better,
or it may pull us down
but no matter what just hold on to yourself, believ in ur capabilities
and let God shine u.

^_^

one of my dreams came true!!! ^_^

2006-11-17T10:26:00.000+08:00

yesterday ate al and i met in kfc here in taft.... we will go to sports kamp and watch purefoods' practice...

gee i was so nervous then... when we went inside the court i saw first kuya kerbs and then cap rey.. we were sitting beside cap rey....

james yap was stretching on the other side then when he came in the bench we waved to us and smiled he was tipped when he was waving.... we giggled ^_^

after their prctice kuya kerby passed by then ate al approached him she said kerby si dian taga la union.. then he said ah tlga ikaw un??! he was shocked and surprised... eh andun ka ba nung game?? i said ala po eh and2 po ako nag-aaral.. he said oo nga eh sbi nga nila... then he said kamukha mo ate ako.. then i said si ate ruby.. kilala nya po ako... then we had our pix then i said to him i recved the shirt yesterday thank you then he said next time jersey nmn i said to him mrn na po ung tj hotdogs then he smiled... then he said cge ha maliligo muna ako...

then ate al approached all the players and introducing me to them saying im from la union its my first time and im just 17 years old and all them were shocked bec i am so tall =P when we approached james yap he was just like tangkad mo ah and then chinese ka ba.. he even spoke fokein to me and i replied with the same language.. ^_^
(u know that guy over there<== ang kulit nya sobra.. ininterview pa kmi cnu daw fav player nmn at bkt hahaha.. he is so funny =P)

waaaaa we waited for peter june to finish his prctice in shooting then ate al told him pj papix and he said teka lng ha punas lng ako... then we waited while waiting i had pix with other players.. then he approached us and he said... pwede na ^_^ i was so kilig tlga hahaha...

paul artadi.. when we approached him he was like pasenxa na ha nagmamadali ako.. then ate al introduced me.. he said tangkad muh... its my 2nd time to see him.. i saw him in greenbelt with his gf ^_^

marc pingris was the last one.. we waited for him to finish his meal....

birthday

2006-11-07T19:06:00.000+08:00

maybe its too late to tell u bout what happened during my birthday but still i want to tell what i feel...

my mother went here to manila just to accompny me this special day for me... my mother woke me up and prepared the cake tht joy gave to me... my mother sang happy birthday to me and it was very touching, i was into tears when she was singing... then we went to divisoria and just hang-out hehehe:P

i received many greetings but despite all this here is still lacking, empty.. maybe i just miss my whole family and friends whom i have celebrated my birthday with them during the past 17 years.... i didnt recved any gifts from my present clssmates.. just envy my classmates who recved cards containing messages from all my blockates... honestly i want that but unfortunately i didnt recved one..

then the person's whom i expected to greet me didn't greet me... i was like my heart was torn into pieces.... maybe this is the sadest birthday ever...

i attended my practice, my teamates greeted me happily and teasing me "where's the treat???" i just replied smiles to them... kuya ge had a mini gathering for his lola at Solomon's everybody in the team was inivted, i said i will pass because i didn't finished the essay for my filkomu but then i went there and dropped by because it was just near here my pad... i enjoyed their company.. im starting to bond with them and i think it is a good sign ^_^

Untitled 03/26/06

2006-10-22T16:25:00.000+08:00

Years passed by not knowing you,
Suddenly you came into my life
Made me a total person who knows how to smile and laugh,
Became close and turned to best friends.

There is a time when I realized that I
feel something special for you
Don't know what it is
Started thinking 'bout you.

I know that you kinda notice it
But i just ignored it.
Sometimes I want to tell you the truth
But i am afriad that things will change.

I've been hurt many times,
Sometimes I cried because my heart can't bare the pain anymore.
There was a time that I just want to give up
And think that being just friends is the best way.

Suddenly an incident happned
We were starting to fall apart
I don't know why
Don't know hot to approach you again and
bring back the old times.....

Thank God that the problem was solved
"Cause I don't want to loose you.
You became a part of my life,
I just hope that you'll never forget me, friend.

Heart Break 02/04/06

2006-10-22T16:18:00.000+08:00

Its been a while
When I said you should stop
I know I've hurt you
But I just did what I think is right

Sorry for it took me some time,
I just needed courage
To tell you this,
Just understand me and move on.

I didn't fool you vene from the start
Believe me, I showed the real me.
I don't want to force myself
'Cuz I know we will not be happy.

Don't be mad at me,
I just don;t know hot to.....
We could be friends
If you want to.

mapua inivtational tournament

2006-10-09T21:19:00.000+08:00

ate julie, tags, jaime and mojako

kuya franz, achi julie, kuya ge, kuya rj and kuya aldo

kuya ge in blue

kuya franz in blue

kuya rj in white

Pep Rally

2006-10-06T00:21:00.000+08:00

Last October 04, 2006 we had our annual Pep Rally where in the athletes of the school will parade in the whole school and be presented to the students.... it was just like a fiesta where in our Pep Squad played the drums cheering Go La Salle!!! Go Go La Salle.... it was so hot there and my feet got sun burn.. there was a mark of my slippers and now i have an instant slippers.. hehehe....

here's a pic from our Pep Rally with my fellow Judokas:

u know what i am now close with my teammates because of the bonding we had in ateneo... ei we have an upcoming game in MAPUA this sunday.. i hope that we could get the Gold and bring home the bacon =P

judo

2006-10-02T22:51:00.000+08:00

just finished practicing my techinique in judo... geese my shoulder (left) is hurt.. if i move it im hurt... huhuhu... we had randori and guess what i fought with sir sam our coach.. i used osoto gari (my technique) and i let him fall 2 time luckily hahaha.... but the with my 2nd osoto with him i hurted my shoulder, i know it's is my fault because i didnt take care of myself.. my teammates said it's normal if u fought with sir sam... waaaa i always get injured hmp!!! well that life in judo.. you'll never learn unless u will get hurt or something......

Lasallians invades Ateneo

2006-10-01T22:28:00.000+08:00

last september 30 and october 01 some of DLSU-Judo team went there to watch the UAAP unfortunately the team is not there to play because we are banned for one UAAP season because of some reasons.... some of the games were exciting, i have bonding moments with some of my teammates and i was happy for that because i really don't talk to them that much when we have our practice because i am shy but i think i will not be shy anymore and just be myself what do u think??? hehehe... i am just crazy right now... in short sabog!!! hahaha here are some of our pix...

me, ate lablab and ate teeka

2nd time around!!!!

meh ate reeka daniel ate jessa and her friend

ate lab and meh

what would it be???

2006-09-27T20:34:00.000+08:00

things just kept on going aroudn in my mind.. i can't find peace....

why people dont appreciate my efforts, i want a person who will stay by my side and help one another with our problems, comfort and give encouraging words to continue life beautifully and meaningful...

i just cant say my feelings because i dont know how to reason out.. maybe u can say that i am a freak but that is what i feel... im so intimidated i just wish i have a simple happy life...

im so depressed i dont know what to do, how to fight and just be the best that i can be

hay hay hay...

2006-09-26T20:38:00.000+08:00

our second semester just started.. new classmates and still adjusting. i dnt know why im still not adjusted.. still finding a friend or friends that i can be with... i dont know what's happening to me.. i can't find peace in my mind.......

anyway....

i am practicing judo MWF because i need to train for something... somthing to prove... i know that i can have injuries (again, my wrist isn't in shape but i can still play) and can have body pains its normal our coach said no pain no gain.. as each practice day passes by i continue to practice my technique, do juggong and crunches... i need to be strong and fit... we will be having our pep rally next wed i dont know what will happen i hope that it will be memorable...

missing my family and friends back home.. just want to go home.. but i must continue fighting till the end of the battle....

back to me

2006-09-03T23:17:00.000+08:00

*sigh* i was just chatting with bill and asking me if i have this song o cueshe back to me... i said i dnt have but i'll DL it for him.. and now i am currently listening to it all over agin.. because i can relate to it... u know im confused right now.. i want a friend whom i can share all my feelings right now...

here's the lyrics

Back To Me

by: Cueshe

Sometimes I feel like I'm all alone

Wondering of what have I done wrong

Maybe I’m just

Missing you all along

When will you be coming home

Back to me

There were times

I felt like giving up

Haunted by memories

I can’t give up

Wish that I never let you go

And slip away

Had enough reasons

for you to stay

[Chorus]

Can you feel me

See me falling away

(See me falling away)

Did you hear me,

I’m calling out your name

(I’m calling out your name)

Cause I’m barely hanging on

Baby, you need to come home

Back to me

(Instrumental)

Sleepless nights

Cause you’re not here by my side

Cold as ice

I feel deep down inside

Maybe I’m just missing you all along

When will you be coming home

[Repeat Chorus]

When will you be coming home

Back to me

I'm HOME!!!!

2006-09-02T09:42:00.000+08:00

just got here yesterday about 2 am... i really missed this place, my home everything..

i went to Lorma Colleges Special Science High School and guess what???? i saw him!!! hehehe and my friends (4th, 3rd and 2nd years) i really dont know who are the freshmen now i just only know pat.. the lil sis of my classmate jorj

when i first steped in our building i felt my high school memories when we were still studying there... gosh really time runs fast! i wish that i turn back time and relive all those memories me and my friends shared... i wished to chat with dennison, jimbo but then they are busy practicing (wrong timing) and one thing they didn't have form!!! that was the one im waiting.. to see and hear them command if they are deserving with their corresponding position...

annette was here a while ago but then she went out already because they have a business to do..
i want to see ronie and aaron!!! my close guy friends i miss them so much.. i want to talk with them...

thea will come home too but i dnt know when i wish we will meet..

end of first semester (finally!)

2006-08-25T13:10:00.000+08:00

geeeeeessssseeeee........ after a long, hard, fun first semester it's finally over...

many things happened like i sort of borke my right hand actuall my wrist...... during one of our practices in judo (i was in the team, training tobe a varsity bleh! my teacher asked me if i like to join and he said all the previledges that i could get and then i decided wether to join or not, so here i am a traineee! hehehe bleh!)

hayyyy... i am currently still adjusting here.. geessseeee its so hard.. i dont know why..

many things happened and things just go round and round.. somtimes im on top and sometimes just going below the line because of the stupid things im doing....

i need someone to lean on.. i need friends who will accompany me through good and bad times.. i just can't find "true friends" here.. i miss mah friends in la union.. i just want to go home and be with them.. because with them i feel at ease.. i can easily tell them what are my feelings and that i can just cry on their shoulders and hug them... hayyyyy im being emotional again...

hya buhay...

2006-06-16T22:20:00.000+08:00

i'm still on my recovery process.... or should i say adoptation to my new environment.................

many things going round and round in my head..........

miss mah family and friends in the province...

i wish i could come back home fast....

college lyf.....

2006-06-07T15:28:00.000+08:00

hay.. our classes started last may 22, 2006.. it's been 3 weeks now.. its seems like im coping up a lil bit here.. new friends, new environment, new house.. everyhthing is new to me...

i'll just update u guys.. cuz im really out of time.. teecee.... mwah!!!

happenings......

2006-05-12T09:39:00.000+08:00

hhhmmmm.. where will i start???

CHRISTMAS PARTY
we started it out emotionally because of our adviser, she asked us to form a circle hug one another and say merry X-mas feelings... it was very emotional for which we were touched and that the misundersatdings was solved. like me, i have a silent war??? with ronie but not actually war, we were not talking to one another and he is staying away from me for whatever reason it is.. when i reached his place we hug and he said sorry, i was confused why he said sorry but then i realized something... of course i did cry i was very red and i lost mah beauty!! hehehe.. joke... then we played games, we were like kids playing and fooling around, we enjoyed our last X-mas party together as a family.

our school held a contest which is battle of the bands and i did watch it, i enjoyed it with my friends and i arrived home late hehehe...

LAST JS PROM
we were excited for our prom, aaron said that i would be his first and last dance and i'm so glad that he will be, but then i just heard Mio said that mutya will be his 1st and i will be his last dance, i was confused and just let the matter flow... and i am included in the cotillion for the first time!! and my partner was Conrado.
ok here's the prom proper....
hay for me my prom was emtional again!!! my first dance was Martin Borja (3rd year) he shouldn't be my first dance bec. bernard (x-bestfriend) said he would be my 1st but then he was so slow. wait i'll tell you the story....
Martin is my tablemate, we were laughing and joking around then i think antonio ask him who will be his 1st dance then martin said me i though he was joking around but then when the dance came, he came to my seat and ask me to dance, i saw bernard at the back walking towards me but i am shy to reject martin (and i dont like to be mean) so i danced with him, i enjoyed the dance.. then i can't remember na my other dances with. but when i saw bernard sitting alone (bad mood) nakokonsenxa ako.. in the first place he didn't ask me personally, KC just told me that i will be his first dance, so it wasn't official.... so when i was dancing with mio, he told me that that person was in bad mood and i said it was my fault then mio helped me to fix the problem.. then benard told me that he is angry with martin, i said why he didn't do anything wrong (i would be responsible for that bec. martin is a CO he can do anything to martin). ok enough about that!!! i saw Ahia talking to his X he was crying and i am pitty for him. many guys asked me to dance compared last year... then, when i was dancing with denison, he cired bec. of his problem. there was a lady's choice but i wasted it bec. i was shy to ask him but when i gathered my courage it's to late he was already taken :( and we requested ma'am elefante to announce another lady's choice this time i am sure that i will dance with him but then that ssame girl who asked him in the 1st lady's choice asked him agian! gosh! last dance came, Aaron and i were dancing and i told him all my sentiments and i cried, i cried when i was dancing with him.. i thanked hm for he was there to comfort me...

RETREAT AT TRINITY BEACH RESORT
wha, this was so memorable.. everything was fixed (for me) the gap was solved.. my roomates are danya, joyce, daphne, lennie and ma'am jaime... i slept beside lennie and i cna't sleep bec. i have a small space, my position is sidewards. waaa... i think i slept around 4 am and i woke up 6 am.. 2 hours of sleep.. hay... but before that they said that the house have ghosts, when we are chosing our room i saw our room big and it has a bed and c.r so i chose that but when i saw the c.r gosh the shower curtains were for "lamay" it has ruffles and it is so creepy.. when i told the manong to remove the curtain bec we are scared the other guy told us that thier is a person who died in that room (nagbigti ata or something) and we screamed... then when we are in the balcony, we were chatting and i saw a white thing floating and suddenly disappread... we screamed again.. then our activty came.. the giving of candles.... the retreat masters said that the candle we have, we will give it to the person we want to say sorry... ahia gave his candle to me... i was so touched, he said sorry for all the thigs that he have done to me.. secret na ung iba.. hehehe..

nice to be back ^_^

2006-02-12T14:34:00.000+08:00

its been quite a while for not updating mah blog for i am busy with school stuff.

on Feb. 17 friday we will be having our JS Prom, is it gonna be fun??? i hope so.. some of mah classmates r excited some are not.. sigh... people really have different moods that kept on chaging...

our world is spinning tlga.. geese graduation is fast approcahing, what would be the atmosphere?? it seems like i cant take it.. time runs fast, it seems its hard to be separated and i cant take it, keep asking myself how will i survive... you guys made me smile, when im sad, help me ease the pain, you reached in and lighted my path...taught me to survive my problems, smile even my heart aches forget my worries and stay on the ground, giving a hand to help , makes me feel no regret thank you is the word, i want to shout it to the whole world.....

hi.. long time no post ^_^

2006-01-25T19:17:00.000+08:00

its been quite a while that i haven't posting or updating mhah blog.. im just busy with school and other stuffs ^_^ im so happy that i passed slu and la salle whew... my college life is about to unfold.. how would it look like??? geesse... i hope that it will be fun like my high school ^_^ waaaa...our prom also is fast approaching, time runs fast tlga! ^_^

so till here i'll update this on saturday promice ^_^

weird?!

2005-12-18T10:41:00.000+08:00

after how many months, i will post again.. sorry im busy this past few weeks especially with our intrams... anyways... xmas is fast approaching, time is so fast, year 2006 will come na...

you know, many things happened (let me dictate to you):
1. we won (over-all champion) in our intramurals (finally, after 3 years of drought hehehe)
2. we won (champion) cheering competition (awe rushed this but it made a good impact, many problems had occured during our practices and gosh it hurts!!!)
3. we won (champion) volleyball and basketball (2nd time) girls!!!! but the boys didn't make it :(
4. we won the most entertaining, best drummer, best cheerleader, best in costume (cheering competition) -hakot awards!!!
5. 3rd place tug of war.. i got a remembrance (scar) in my left hand from this game, it really hurts even now...

enough of the intramurals lets go to PRISAA
over-all champion, LORMA COLLEGES SPECIAL SCIENCE HIGH SCHOOL :)
champion in baskteball girls (i got many blocks) im kept on laughing when thy let me remind of that game, they said that i turned a volleyball game instead of baskteball hehehe... Yehey!!! we will go to the PROVINCIAL MEET!!!!! i'm xcited :)

you know my heart hurts until now, i don't know how to stop the bleeding... kht na mrn ung isng tao dyan hndi pa rin maalis eh bkt ganun????

mah b-day celeb!!! ^_^

2005-10-13T21:06:00.000+08:00

wow even the celebration of mah birthday is advance i really enjoyed it, full of laughter and good memories to share. but there is one comment i can feel the gap between certain people, i wish that they will just make up and be the way they used to. i know its hard to change the attitude or the certain event that happened but can we just not forget it and just continue what we have started the old friends the old bonding tkhat we are sharing. we are graduating now, and now is the time that we should have good memeories to share and close relationships with one another. honestly speaking, i feel a little bit of anger with this certain person bec. of somthing, but now i realized that just forget about that and just do the normal thing. i know im big enough to inderstand things, im turning 16 this sunday and i must start acting like a matured one. knowing the things happening and being aware, responsible, distinguishing whats right from whats wrong. I must make a move on how to patch this problem bec. i dont want to graduate without fixing this, "sayang ung mga pinagsamahan namin, parang bigla na lng nawala ng parang bula."

hay nakuh enough of this, i must continue my story about what happened 2day....

we were in school and our class today is only half day, but we went to our house around 2 or something, bec. were doing our door desgining. then we ate, dominick ate the "most" hehehe... we really enjoyed the food that mama had prepared for us, thank ma. then we watched the movie "herbie fully loaded", chat around... Ahia, Aaron and Thea went to our c.r. then ahia was shocked bec. he didn't noticed that Thea went inside the c.r. then we kept on laughting then it's Ahia's turn but he couldn't opened the door then we kept on laughing hard. The boys said that they will go home, but they saw the ball of volleyball then they played, james hitted the ball hard then it went to the sewage then they get it, but then the dog came and started barking at usd and cahsing us, we instanly went to our house and started laughing again....

they washed the ball and started palying again, then there was scoring, ahia,bernard and me and teammates while james, aaron and chicky palyed for the other team... the ball was hitted again hard and it went to the other side of the house, and doesn't know how we will get it so we just shaked hands just like happening in real games, after that the ball was returned and we were shocked and somewhat confused how it happened, like this and like that, then they said thank you po..... then infortunately we lost... they went home perspiring and wet... then the girls went home also....

it's been a while...

2005-10-07T13:32:00.000+08:00

hay... the dlsu test is fast approching... this sunday(kimberly's bday) will be my test. i hope that i can pass...

this week is quiet hectic.. so many works we need to finish then new tasks are assigned with certain deadline ofcourse... i hope that i can finish them and do them creatively...

till then ^_^

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.....................

2005-09-22T12:35:00.000+08:00

we went today at Holcim, i learned many things there... like how many cement bags they produce and my gosh their salary is high... hehehe...

im sleepy now and i want to go home and just sleep ^_^

good lcuk to Czarina go girl ^_^

@sm baguio

2005-09-19T19:57:00.000+08:00

CAdT Induction

2005-09-16T20:05:00.000+08:00

i was sssooooo happy 2day, why??? secret but this is one of the reasons:

whew!!! at last we're now certified CAdT officers. my father pinned my insignia.. after the program we have picture taking and here are the results ^_^ :

what can u say?!

the umel's and "so" hehehe

me and ahia ^_^

^_^

2005-09-15T12:50:00.000+08:00

i dunno why im happy today it feels like im at ease hehehe...

hay life is always like this you'll never know what will happen and .................. hehehe...

2day we will atended a symposium about first aid how to do cpr, ar and rescuing a person who is choking... it is fun but im nervous when i will be the one to do that!!!
^^^^^^that happened in the morning^^^^^

this one in the afternoon ^_^

wha i was the first one!!! aiza and dendrie are my companions.. we were assigned in the infant one.. at first i was doing or counting the wrong thing but the teacher taught me how to and how proper it should be done ^_^

there was an accident happened a while ago gosh i can't believe on what happened. as i said you'll never know what will happen ^_^

cge gotta go i will watch xtra challenge ^_^

drawings....

2005-09-13T19:36:00.000+08:00

it's nearly saturday and its the acet.. we will go to baguio to take the test... but first we will have our CAdT induction this coming friday ^_^

the next pictures you will see are drawn by bez bernad ^_^
this is ahia: (i like it ^_^)

si bez bernard namn 2oh ^_^

ouch!!!!

2005-09-09T22:46:00.000+08:00

whhhaaa... 2day we got our report cards already..im not satisfied with my grade.., i promice to myself that i will study na and be responsible for all the taks and things that are given to me..

were close!!!

2005-09-05T19:14:00.000+08:00

whew!! i can't believe that IV-aristotle (my classroom) won the 7's program in our school and we bagged the 4th place over-all in the model class of the month. just bec. of these students that kept on absenting for whatever simple reason affected our scores. well as for me im aiming for that for the model class of the month. it's shameful to have a bad class record and you're the mayor, its kinda reflect to you, the way you handle your class. its tough but i hope that i can achieve what i'm aiming for.

me and ahia are starting to get close again and with reina and eden too. we kept on laughing ang teasing with one another, i guess this is a start of a new close friendship ^_^

i am lucky ^_^

2005-09-04T20:59:00.000+08:00

im lucky to have a family who is supporting, caring adn loving what more can i ask for ^_^

today we went to CSI and shop... my mother is telling stories that happened during her childhood days, it was so fun and i imagined myself being there ^_^

it's quite boring right now and nobody is texting me hehehe... i heared that joyce have measles, i will miss her for a week... hay...

ok till here... see yah :)

here the drawing of Ahia (hope you'll like it ^_^):

mood ring???

2005-09-04T12:53:00.000+08:00

Your Mood Ring is Dark Red

Very happy
Love
Passion

Mood Ring Generator

Your Hidden Talent

You have the power to persuade and influence others.
You're the type of person who can turn a whole room around.
The potential for great leadership is there, as long as you don't abuse it.
Always remember, you have a lot more power over people than you might think!

What's Your Hidden Talent?

are u normal or what???

2005-09-04T12:52:00.000+08:00

You Are 55% Normal

(Somewhat Normal)

While some of your behavior is quite normal...

Other things you do are downright strange

You've got a little of your freak going on

But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself

How Normal Are You?

we dont have any classes tomorrow

2005-08-28T14:26:00.000+08:00

bukas ala daw pasok... post on duty pa sana me hehehe...

bagong gupit me.. nagpatrim lng ganun.... nabobored me ngayon hay...

nung friday nanuod kmi ng ibong adarna.. maganda xa kaso lng may mga scenes na boring... maganda si sheena halili, ung boses nya parang bata hehehe... as usual si wowie de guzman ang lead doon, 4 years straight si wowie napapanuod nmn hehehe... pro ok lng..

life is fuul of mysteries and surprises... you'll never when will luck come... i just hope that my life will run smoothly :)

hay kakapagod ngayong araw na to ulit!!!

2005-08-20T19:00:00.000+08:00

sa wakas natapos na ung exam namn ngayon... kahapon l8 na kmi umuwi kc inaayos namin ung ------------------------------------.

mdyo masaya ngayong araw na to kc nga sa 3 rason!!! 1st kc nga tpos na exam namn.... 2nd scrt... 3rd kc sbi ni sir eh successful nmn daw ung ginawa nmn....

hay kanina ang sweet nila danya at bernard nakakainggit hehehe... d bale darating din ang panahon hehehe :) kanina hinihimas ni bez ulo ko ginawa ba akong aso hehehe pro ngayon hinhanap kuh hehehe.. pati rin si ma hinimas nya rin anu kaya mrn sa ulo at gs2ng gs2 nilang himasin? hehehe... hay ang sakit ng paa kuh ngayon...

kachat ko ngayon kuya ariel kung anu ano pinaguusapan namn tpos katxt ko si bez.. naawa me sa knya sna matulungan ko xa na makalimutan un mga un... hay

hectic days....

2005-08-14T10:25:00.000+08:00

wwwwhhhhaaaaa 4 na araw na akong puyat, kakagawa ng projects nmn sa filipino... mali ung printing nya kaya pinaulit nanaman.. umiyak me saglit nung friday dahil parang nawala lahat ung pinagpaguran ko.. tpos ewan iyak din siguro dahil sa pagod.

pumunta dito sa bahay sina seatmate,thea, ckicky, kira at dj para gumawa ng project pro kwentuhan din kinabagsakan.. pro enjoy tpos nanlibre si chicky ng merienda... busog kming lahat.. hehehe... mga magnanine na umuwi sila thea, chicky at kira..

medyo close na kmi ni jay-ef.. bait nya basta hehehe...
si ahia ko namn may sakit kawawa namn..
si bez, andun sa bahay nila magmumukmok... ala daw xang magawa..

hay, buhay talga ang daming pagsubok...

feeling senti 2day...

2005-08-07T10:19:00.000+08:00

yesterday we took the test for UP... it was hard but i wish i could past the test...

graduation again entered in my mind... when i think of this it makes my heart weak, lonely... i think that i can't go on without them, they make my life happy. were months away from graduating, and we will part ways. i know that i should learn hot to let go but it is hard they became a part of my life, they made me who i am 2day.

college lyf.. how does it look like???
here's a quote:
"hyskul lyf is the vest! sbi nga nila easy easy lng, lakwatsa at nandyan ang barkada! pro d lng nila alam d best and d worst ang hyskul lyf kc "d2 tau nagmahal ng todo at nasaktan ng sobra""

"hyskul lyf is the best, you will learn and exprience many things. hyskul is the best"

UPCAT!!!!

2005-08-05T13:07:00.000+08:00

bukas upcat na!!!! wish me luck ha?? sana pagpray nyo na makapasa me... :)

kakapagod ngayon kilitian nanamn kmi ni bez hehehe.. hay nakakainis ung isang tao nanggigil me... pro nuti na lng i can control my temper :)

i wish na makapasa me sa up....

Lord please guide us in this upcoming test and i hope that i can pass this. Help us to recall our past lessons and help to us widen our minds....

all this we ask in Jesus name Amen

wa-poise....

2005-08-02T20:09:00.000+08:00

grabe nakakahiya kanina.. buti na lng iisa lng nakakita.. muntik na akong mahulog sa hagdanan.. natulad ako kay ada.. buti na lng andun si mio kasama ko bumababa ng hagdan, kung ala xa bka bale bale na ang mga buto ko o di kaya na tuluyan na... grabe... si mio sinabi niya.. bkt kc nakaheels pa eh ang tangkad na nga!!! its only 1 inch pro sabagay un ung dahilan kung bkit muntikan na.. biruin mo sumabit ung takong ko sa hagdan hehehe.. hay grabe... tapos pagkatapos nun tawa pa ako ng tawa hay...
nung lunch namn nakikipag laro me kay bernard hehehe ang daya nya more than 10 kiliti nya sa akin tapos ako iilan na 3 lng ata ung nakilitiko ang daya no?? hehehe.. napagod ako sa kanya hehehe...
cge gawa na akuh ng mga assignments and projects.. next update na lng ha??? hehehe... tc

thea's b-day.......

2005-07-31T11:06:00.000+08:00

its thea's b-day celebration yesterday... she inivted 15 people but 1 unfortunately didn't came bec. she have to take care of her sis, and i want to meet her. there were 7 boys and 7 girls by pairs hehehe but bare with us bec. some poeple have 2 partners hehehe...
note: this is only a joke
just check the pairs in this site: http://dian-chinta.blogspot.com/

it was celebrated at oasis (ktv)... we ate sushi and japanese stuff...

annette and me at the ktv room

but before that we had a picture taking @ colorado and here are the results hehehe...

atten-hut!!!!

2005-07-29T20:23:00.000+08:00

form kanina....

nakakapagod kanina pero enjoy... we were there for about 2 1/2 hours... natatawa ako sa mga nagpamela lalo na si chicky at ung buddy ko si jason hehehe... ibang klase cla... tagalang matatawa ka.. si kenneth nmn grabe ang unique nung pamela nya nakakatawa. ang dmi pang napahingang oficers dhl sa gnawa nya hehehe...:) hay ngayon ko lng naramdaman na talgang oficer na me hehehe... masaya na nakakapagod mauubusan ka ng boses sa kakasigaw :) meron ung mga privates na mahirap turuan... tpos ung buddy ko pa english speaking hndi ko maexpress ung mga sasabhn ko hehehe.. pro ok din un kc training din un para sa akin:)

sumali me sa flower arangement #8 ung entry ko kinulang sa bulaklak pro ok lng un atleast i tried d ba??? hehehe..

im glad na may mga friends na nagttiwala sa akin... humihingi cla ng payo sa akin... galing ko pala magpayo, hehehe joke.. pro lam mo ba na napapaiyak ko cla... 2 tao na un.. naguiguilty 2loy me hay...

si bez ko namn si bernard in particular eh laging problemado... gs2ng gs2 ko xa tulungan pro hndi ko alam kung panu... nagiisip pa lng me ng paraan para ma2lungan xa kc nalulungkot me pag ganun... ayaw ko na may frnd ako nasasaktan at nalulungkot...

katext ko ngayon ung gf ni ahia.. mabait xa sna makita ko xa bukas

meron na me application form ng dlsu sna makapasa me d2 kc doon ko target mag-aral wish me luck...

cge that's all muna... hay.. remeber to always smile... pro hwag kang ngingiti kung di mo fell kc para kang tanga!!! solid pro 22o!!!

why is it like this????

2005-07-27T18:58:00.000+08:00

bez went to school today, im glad to see him.. whhaaa i cnt believe that he is thinner than before but i appreciate it :) he gave me his insinia(i dnt know the correct spelling) and a badge of his school.... i placed it in my tarsier(thea gave me that one). i'm shy a while a go to talk to him so i said i'll just go up hehehe...

meanwhile....
my other bez(bernard) was sssssoooooo quite and in bad mood and he doesn't talk, mingle or just smile, is it my fault? bec. i didnt mind him in the morning when he was around in our classroom( i didnt really notice him bec. im in bad mood tooo)... sorry for that, i just felt like im out of this world and dont mind other people? why did i felt that??? gggooooosssshhhh im sssssoooooo wierd!!!! yesterday i cried bec. of my problems but thanks to him he comforted me:)

me and thea were joking around about mio (bout his butt hehehe)... then we texted hazel and were asking her to come to the party of thea... me and hazel are now texting heheh i hope that we could be close:)

2005-07-26T14:06:00.000+08:00

My Angel and Friend

by Smile

I never thought that I would find
a friend so great and a friend so kind
I look up to you in every way
'cause I learn something from you every day.

Without you I don't know where I'd be
but you're still here, friends with me
you deserve so much more than I can give
but without you I wouldn't live.

You've given me more than money can buy
and for you I'd give my all and I would die
This feeling I feel gets stronger every day
hoping not to screw it up, I constantly pray.

I know we have our problems every now and then
but once it's fixed our friendship is better times ten
and I want you to know that I truly do care
even in fights when I say things that aren't fair.

You're an angel from God up above
and I'm thankful for your understanding love
because when you're around everything seems right
and for you, until the end, I will fight.

It doesn't matter what you do or say
because you'll be my friend anyway
I know the real you that's down deep inside
and in you, I'll always confide.

Thanks for being the friend you are
you're my best friend, an angel by far
everything in you is an inspiration to do great
and you'll be loved by all cause that's your fate!

So never stop being the real and wonderful you
cause God shines through in all that you do
and whenever it seems like I'm never there
remember this: I love you and I'll always care!

it's joyceee's b-day bash ^_^

2005-07-24T13:36:00.000+08:00

the celebration of joyce's b-day @ max, ung mga lalake lng 2oh!!!!(hndi kasali si dj kc lam nyo namn hehehe joke joke joke!!!!)

benjoe and ralph

ronie(ahia kuh!!!)

ralph

ahia and bez

:(

2005-07-23T15:28:00.000+08:00

ganyan ba akong tao? masama, alang kwnta?

i know poeple have prolebms and so do i (poeple think that im a happy person that i dnt encounter any problems in my life, but they are wrong). i was hurt bec. of this certain person, i know i should not be hurt on what he had said but it seems like it wounded deep, nothing can cure it. why should he tell me that he didnt vote for me in front of his classnates(he was not my batch mate), i felt so stupid aspiring something but im not suitable for it. i so hurt so i just cried and stayed in my room, emoting and bringing out my feelings. it seems that there is no place for me in this world. i already forgotten the things that happened to me in my past but why is this person reminded me again that i lost, what did i do to him to tell me that thing! gosh im so disappointed!!!

what r u???

2005-07-22T22:46:00.000+08:00

october fest!!!

2005-07-22T22:23:00.000+08:00

OCTOBER:Loves to chat. Loves those who lovesthem. Loves to takes things at the center.Inner and physical beauty. Lies butdoesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treatsfriends importantly.Brave and fearless.Always making friends. Easily hurt butrecovers easily. Daydreamer.Opinionated. Does not care of whatothers think. Emotional. Decisive. Strongclairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts andliterature. Touchy and easily jealous.Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair.Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easilyloses confidence. Loves children.

check out yours:
JANUARY:Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitiousand serious. Loves to teach and betaught. Always looking at people's flawsand weaknesses. Likes to criticize.Hardworking and productive . Smart, neatand organized. Sensitive and has deepthoughts. Knows how to make othershappy. Quiet unless excited or tensed.Rather reserved. Highly attentive.Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds.Romantic but has difficulties expressinglove. Loves children. Loyal. Has greatsocial abilities yet easily jealous. VeryStubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY:Abstract thoughts. Loves reality andabstract. Intelligent and clever. Changingpersonality. Attractive. sexy.Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble.Honest and loyal. Determined to reachgoals. Loves freedom. Rebellious whenrestricted. Loves aggressiveness. Toosensitive and easily hurt. Gets angryreally easily but does not show it. Dislikesunnecessary things. Loves making friendsbut rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn.Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes.Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure.Romantic on the inside not outside.Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift.Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH:Attractive personality. sexy. AffectionateShy and reserved. Secretive. Naturallyhonest, generous and sympathetic. Lovespeace and serenity. Sensitive to others.Loves to serve others. Easily angered.Trustworthy. Appreciative and returnskindness. Observant and assesses others.Revengeful. Loves to dream andfantasize. Loves traveling. Lovesattention. Hasty decisions in choosingpartners. Loves home decors. Musicallytalented. Loves special things. Moody

APRIL:Active and dynamic. Decisive and hastebut tends to regret. Attractive andaffectionate to oneself. Strong mentality.Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling,friendly and solves people's problems.Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Lovingand caring. Suave and generous.Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Goodmemory. moving Motivates oneself andothers. Sickness usually of the head andchest. sexy in a way that only their lovercan see.

MAY:Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willedand highly motivated. Sharp thoughts.Easily angered. Attracts others and lovesattention. Deep feelings. Beautifulphysically and mentally. FirmStandpoint. Needs no motivation. Easilyconsoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves todream. Strong clairvoyance.Understanding. Sickness usually in theear and neck. Good imagination. Goodphysical. Weak breathing. Loves literatureand the arts. Loves traveling. Dislikebeing at home. Restless. Not havingmany children. Hardworking. Highspirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE:Easy to talk to. Thinks far with vision.Easily influenced by kindness. Polite andsoft-spoken. Having lots of ideas.Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tendsto delay. Choosy and always wants thebest. Temperamental. Funny andhumorous. Loves to joke. Good debatingskills. Has that someone* always onhis/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer.Friendly. Knows how to make friends.Abiding. Able to show character. oneguy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easilyhurt. Prone to getting colds. loves music.pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up.Easily bored. Fussy. hott.Seldom showsemotions. Takes time to recover whenhurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn.

JULY:Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult tofathom and to be understood. Quietunless excited or tensed. Takes pride inoneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled.Honest. Concerned about people'sfeelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable.Emotional temperamental andunpredictable. Moody and easily hurt.Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful.Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikesnonsensical and unnecessary things.Guides others physically and mentally.Sensitive and forms impressions carefully.Caring and loving. Treats others equally.Strong sense of sympathy. Wary andsharp. Judges people throughobservations. Hardworking. No difficultiesin studying. Loves to be alone. Alwaysbroods about the past and the old friends.hot. Waits for friends. Never looks forfriends. Not aggressive unless provoked.Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takeslong to recover.

AUGUST:Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave andcaring. Brave and fearless. Firm and hasleadership qualities. Knows how toconsole others. Too generous andegotistic. Takes high pride of oneself.Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit.Easily angered. Angry when provoked.Easily jealous. Observant. Careful andcautious. Thinks quickly. Independentthoughts. Loves to lead and to be led.Loves to dream. Talented in the arts,music and defense. Sensitive but notpetty. Poor resistance against illnesses.Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty.Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves tomake friends.

SEPTEMBER:Suave and compromising. Careful,cautious and organized. Likes to pointout people's mistakes. Likes to criticize.Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well.Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic.Concerned and detailed. Loyal andalways honest. Does work well. Veryconfident. Sensitive. Positive Attitude.Thinking generous. Good memory.Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to lookfor information. Must control oneselfwhen criticizing. Able to motivateoneself. Understanding. Fun to bearound. Secretive. Loves sports, leisureand traveling. Hardly shows emotions.Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy,especially in relationships. Systematic.sexy but has brains.

OCTOBER:Loves to chat. Loves those who lovesthem. Loves to takes things at the center.Inner and physical beauty. Lies butdoesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treatsfriends importantly.Brave and fearless.Always making friends. Easily hurt butrecovers easily. Daydreamer.Opinionated. Does not care of whatothers think. Emotional. Decisive. Strongclairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts andliterature. Touchy and easily jealous.Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair.Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easilyloses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER:Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom.Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant.Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fineand strong clairvoyance. Can becomegood doctors. Dynamic in personality.Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to digsecrets. Always thinking. Less talkative butamiable. Brave and generous. Patient.Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is awill, there is a way. Determined. Nevergive up. Hardly becomes angry unlessprovoked. Loves to be alone. Thinksdifferently from others. Sharp-minded.Motivates oneself. Does not appreciatepraises. High-spirited. Well-built andtough. Deep love and emotions.Romantic. Highly Sexual. Uncertain inrelationships. Hardworking. High abilities.Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets.Not able to control emotions.Unpredictable. Extremely smart.

DECEMBER:Loyal and generous. sexy. Patriotic.Active in games and interactions.Impatient and hasty. Ambitious.Influential in organizations. Fun to bewith. Loves to socialize. Loves praises.Loves attention. Loves to be loved.Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending.Short tempered. Changing personality.Not egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself

hectic days......

2005-07-22T20:09:00.000+08:00

july 19, 2005
my father's birthday...
it was fun and i was so full that time, we ate many food hehehe...

july 21,2005
yesterday....
we did a terrible mistake, we made a teacher cried bec. of noisiness, lack of respect, discipline and we really broke her patience with us. as a mayor i should do something to somehow let the teacher feel that "i'am" sorry for waht had happened. i was thinking that i should go and apologize bec. i didn't make my classmates keep quite(but this will not ne effective bec. they are not listening to me, you know what, i felt like a useless mayor, i cnt handle the class well. i started thinking that i should resign bec. i cnt do the responsibilities that were assigned to me. even i kept on shouting and shouting still they dont listen. i feel like in useless!!!!).

we watch romeo and juliet, with the other section, when we arrived at the speech lab, here it goes again they kept on talking and talking and as if they are ignorant and as if they didnt talk with one another for long years(but the other class was not there, im thinking that if the other class was there it will be more noisier). i like the story but not the movie bec. it was so not for poeple who are ignorant of that thing. i just dnt know why poeple like that things i hate them..

we visited my grandmother bec. she is sick.. i came back home again, i miss our old home, i felt different, i started recalling the old memories that happened there. now my grndmother, unlce and my new auntie were living there.. :( if i have the chance to choose which home we should stay(as a family) i like there, bec. it is where i grew up (doon na ako namulat).

July 22,2005
i arrived @ school, when i got down and started walking i saw chicky then he saluted to me. then i saw annette and she said that we will stay on the end of the stairs so that the privates will ask a permission so that they can pass, exactly sheryl and reina arrived and so they did that. when i reached in our room i got my paper and i was planning to pass my assignment (to the teacher that got mad to us) but some of my classmates were not finished so i wait for their paper. i was calling vice/ahia(ronie) to accompany me and say sorry(to the teacher) but he kept on running and he doesnt want to accompany me. then aaron(my satemate) said let's go, im so relived that there is still a person caring and accompanyed me. when we reached in the faculty room the teacher was not arround so me and aaron just wait for her, but ada and eden came (i didnt notice aaron that he went up already maybe he is thinking that there is someone who will help me adn accompany me to say sorry) thanks to the 3 of them, me, eden and ada went there to say sorry to ma'am, she was so kind hearted and just say that its over, go up to your room cause you have a class, we kept on saying were sorry and we went out to the faculty room. when our physics class was over, they started again making noise, i kept on telling that they should keep quite, and some were arguing with the shelf. ma'am marinas told me to decide what should we put, the books or they will just have their own shelf. i decided that our books are the ones will be placed there. somebody argued with me and telling that there will be another shelf just wait!! i was down and agry bec. they didnt listen to me i felt useless so i just kept quite and continuing what im doing, but my emotions were already high so i cried a little bit. dj comforted me and told vice to let them be quite and told that im crying...... hay i wanted to resign right away, but this is a challenge for me i hope that i can support with my frnds and my co-officers, so that i can pursue my responsilities.

tug of war!!!

2005-07-19T20:12:00.000+08:00

hahahahaha... this day is fun, tiring and a little bit bad..

our group "FORCE" (physics) won the games 2day bec. of Chicky hahaha... he is so strong that he can pull 10 people hehehe... but my hand got hurt so as my fellow classmates... some have cuts, blood clot (pasa)... hay.. cge bb

jersey

2005-07-16T12:28:00.000+08:00

some of the parts of the jersey that kuya kerbs gave to me :)

what a day, what a day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-07-16T11:44:00.000+08:00

grabe 2ng araw na 2oh! badtrip, na nahihiya na sa isng tao na kausapin xa, na relieved kc may position na ako, nanadidismayed kc nga kung hindi lng me umalis ng ibang bansa nung summer eh mataas na pos ko pero ok lng at least____________________!!!!!!!!!!!

start ko muna kwento ung nangyari sa classroom, open forum namn sa values.. we will ask question/s to the person who was picked. then many of my classmates were called then it is my turn.

si marvin ung unang nagtanung sa akin, 2ngkol sa pagkamayor ko dyan sa clasroom, kc sbi nya parang hindi ko daw ipinapakita ung best ko. sbi ko nman hndi ko namn macocontrol ung mga tao, tska hndi nmn lahat ng tao sa classroom nagvote para sa akin xpre nahati ung votation. tska d ba sumigaw na me nung isnag araw dhl hndi ko na kayo matolerate?? la na xa masbi..

then next question, thea raised her hand then asked: anung qualities nagustuhan mo kay "Hanky?" then i cnt answer the question instantly then i said no, i dont want to answer that question, i hate it, then i was like moving and moving, and i got difficuty in answering that question.. but i have to answer that question i just said that he is kind but the true is answer is so xact definition or word that matches or no words can xpress that one, i just like him the way he his... evrybody is asking who is that "Hanky!" then they start guesing and guesing then ma'am suddnly said something that Ronie is making a sign or geusture that he is "Hanky!"

then i sat down then ronie suddenly raised his hand i thought that he will go out or something but then he asked a question, i started to get nervous, then he said somthing to DJ. then he said "d ba nung 3rd year may binigay ka na bracelet as a sign of friendship natin, anung pakiramdam mo na ala sa akin ngyn,(hndi suot)(i dnt remember the words xactly)" i said:"xpre dismayed tska parang binalewala mo ung frndship"but then i didnt continue what will i say bec. many reacted and they asked where is it, did u gave it to someone else??? then he said"nakay Mary, tpos lahat cla hala". mary said:" kc ganito un nagnaabor ako ng mga gamit, singit si chicky, oo nga pati ung keychain lahat na"then she returned it. Ronie said that he didn't get it because he was shy.

but now im shy to him!!!! i dnt know how to face him, and i dnt want to talk to him!!! many questions are entering in my mind now. wwwhhhhaaaa

then my position in CAdt is the Alpha Squadron Captain, i will be the one handling the private girls :) im happy with the result bec. even i didn't go to the 2nd training atleast i proved somthing!!! hehehe..

now im texting with bez. gosh i miss the old days :(

this happened yesterday

bad trip

2005-07-15T13:09:00.000+08:00

im in a bad mood 2day, dont know why... 2day bez and the other former fourth years went to our school, to visit of course!!! i didnt saw bez but they said that he slimed down and his hair got longer. hehehe.. does he imitate F4??? hehehe joke... oh wellim quite bored here our next subject wil be more boring than this one.. but we will have a quiz i wish i could get a high score hehehe...

just read this!!!

2005-07-13T19:42:00.000+08:00

my day 2day is sssssssssoooooooo bad... i want to be frank with somebody but i can't do it because i may say things that will destroy something and this something will have a big effect on my life and his/her life. i don't want to be specific cause i know u can guess it... but i want to tell it now!!! i think i will explode at any moment. you know what he/she thinks that he/she is the best that he/she is magnificent and _____________. gosh i wish i could tell it!!! gggggggggrrrrrrrrrrrr...... thnks to joyce again for listening to me lav yah girl!

JERSEY!!!!

2005-07-09T12:04:00.001+08:00

kakarecieve ko lgn ngayn ung jersey na binigay ni kuya kerbs!!! grabe ang saya saya ko para akong nakalutang sa ere!!! hahaha.. grabe ha 2... hndi ko ineexpect na mangyayari to sa buhay ko hahaha... ang saya!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yan ung jersey na bngay nya sa akin ung white :)

kakainis!!!!

2005-07-07T20:20:00.000+08:00

wwwwwhhhhhaaaa nakakainis ung kapatid ko... i hate her! i hate her! i hate her!!!! nakakainis xa bw*sit namn!!!!!! ggggrrrr... sinira nya ung ginagawa ko... nagsasabi na 22lungan nya ako cnira nmn nya ung gawa ko!!!!!!

mixed emotions!!!

2005-07-04T20:21:00.000+08:00

wwwwwwaaaaaaahhhhhh!!!! i cnt understand myself, i get easily "bad trip" whenever i see things that i dnt like... i just noticed that now im becoming more sensitive and jealous. i dnt like this kind of attitude but i dnt know how to change it... but i hve the reason to hate this "girl" bec. she is barging in my own drive way. i wish that i can turn back the time where we were close and "simple". i thank Joyce and Bez for advising me and making me smile whenever i feel lonely and sad. they are the ones who hear my problems and heart aches(Joyce) hehehe (ofcourse somethings that happens to me i did not tell to bez bec. he is a boy hehehe... wha im ssssooooo wierd 2day) i wish i can live peacefully without noticing this girl hehehe...

Karma

2005-07-03T18:22:00.000+08:00

Weren't you the one that said,
that you don't want me anymore.
And how you need your space,
and give the keys back to your door.
And how I cried and tried and tried to make you stay with me.
But still you said that love was gone,
and that I had to leave.
Now you, talkin bout a family
Now you, sayin I complete your dream
Now you, sayin I'm your everything
You confusin me
What you say to me
Don't play with me
Don't play with me.
Cause what goes around,
comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
Now who's cryin,
desirin to come back to me
What goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
Now who's cryin,
desirin to come back
I remember when I was sittin home alone
Waitin for you
Til 3 o'clock in the morn
And when you came home,
you'd always have some sorry excuse.
And explainin to me,
like I'm just some kinda fool
I sacrifice the things
I want to and do things for you
But when it's time to do for me,
you never come through
Now you, wanna be a bond of me (eyyy)
Now you, have so much to say to me (heyy)
Now you, wanna make time for me What you do to me.
You confusin me
Don't play with me
Don't play with me.
Cause what goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
Now who's cryin,
desirin to come back to me
What goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
Now who's cryin, desirin to come back
I remember when
I was sittin home alone
Waitin for you
Til 3 o'clock in the morn
Night after night
Knowin sumthing goin on
Wasn't home befo me
You was,you was gone Lord knows it wasn't easy, but believe me.
Never thought you'd be the one that would deceived me.
And never do wha u was supposed to do
No need to hose me fool,
cause I'm ova you
Cause what goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
Now who's cryin, desirin to come back to me
What goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
Gotta stop tryin, to come back to me
What goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down. I
t's called Karma baby.
And it goes around.
What goes around, comes around,
What goes up, must comes down,
Now who's cryin, desirin to come back to me

nothing!!!

2005-07-03T13:47:00.000+08:00

just exploring this site on how to edit blogs and editing templates... :)

pix from taiwan...

yan naka-rehas... loko loko lng yan hehehe... trip lng..

just new

2005-07-02T23:01:00.000+08:00

hey im just new so im not that knowlegeble in creating blogs... i hope as time goes by i can master this thing.. hehehe...

by the way tomorrow is bez's b-day hehehe

not soooo into it!!!

2005-07-02T20:55:00.000+08:00

this past few weeks are not good for me..... i'm hurt and i dnt know what 2 do!!! my mind is going crazy thinking... i cnt say here what is that thing that disturbs me, all i know is that im hurt and i cnt concentrate with my other tasks bec. of this... wwwwhhhhhaaaaa i wish i was in 3rd year again, in my old section where everyone is close and kept on laughing... whenever we have problems we share with one another, but now it seems like everyone is an ice, separated with one another... not mingling with other people like new classmates.... ggggggrrrrr i hate this... i thank joyce, annette and specially bez bec. they are always there 2 hear my problems.. they are the ones who makes me smile and saying hey the world is moving. just wanted to tell u that im elected as the secretary of youth on fire and mayor or chairman or president of our classroom, gosh this is so hard, my classmates are not listening to me.. when i things get worse or they are sssssssoooooooooooooo noisy i shout at them but still they are not listening. i hate to compare but PC is mmmmmmuuuuuccccchhhh disciplined and better than aristotle. im so stressed with them!!!